doing not dreaming

 

   although i may be writing some words about my life, i have decided to not reflect so much, and to give the living life rather than dreaming life a chance. A chance!

   so i will just write this and then I will just drink some water and then I will go to sleep

   and wake and have some tea or coffee and then draw or maybe paint

   and then water all the things i can eat newly planted in the dirt along the fence

   and then, and then.. maybe i will write a letter or call a friend

   whatever i'm doing i am doing and that is that

   and that is that

   i think that's how to keep your feet on the ground and i think that's how your

   heart stays safe and sound.

  i know that there are things that make me wanna spread my wings and disappear

  somewhere else

   but i'm gonna write this and then I will just drink some water and the I will go to sleep.

   goodnight.

    - get some wooden shutters for the shed

    - learn a story for the May Festival and make a puppet for it

    - bake some scones, for breakfast

    - and get some succulents for the fairy stump by the driveway

   - buy a basket because its pretty but also because it keeps things organized

   - and plant the cherry blossom by the shed

   - and take your photo film rolls to be developed ( before they cannot be)

  - and get some mini printer paper so you can print out the photos that are guiding you