No coffee
and I am still not sleeping
What is it that compels me to stay awake
what do I think will be answered by morning
What important work is all my night time whatever ness
amounting to
not sleeping is hurting my mind and depriving me from delicious dreams
it is stretching out each minute and not allowing the day to end
is that it
was it so wonderful. it would have been more wonderful
if i had just let it end when it did
midnight
i suppose that isn't too terrible
but i am doing something wrong
not being at work this week
and yet i know that my body is still healing
i cry
because i do not know if i'm making a mess of everything
or if i am being wise
