it is here, the month i will see you, maybe, if i am well enough to board the plane.
i think i am just excited for autumn actually
i keep picturing colourful leaves and the air and the feeling of home
what surfaces, is the barn on Hillcrest Farm, me jumping onto the couch beside you
being on a ferry and near some Ontario water
a coffee in my hands and the feeling of space from my life here
the break i have so needed
and now that i have the cutest rain jacket, kinda hoping it rains :)
oh and Whitney surfaces too
and having a halloween with you
Breathe and choose
Breathe and trust what comes
what surfaces is Autumn in Ontario
and i am feeling a little bit better as i pack, and organize to host Molly Claire
and my biggest wondering is if i should bring my hobbit hoodie there.. its not so comfy but
it's super wonder wear!
i wonder. i wonder.
and my heart is sad as i don't think i will get to say goodbye to the dear dear
bright eyed children i love so much who are leaving for a while.
it hurts
this is what happens when you let someone in.
this is what living is.
so off i go to continue this cleaning flow, preparing a place for her
and then it will be cousin visits and a baby too, then pack like mad
and leave it all for now
