finally paint is everywhere.. this summer, or maybe even sooner in celebration of my friends experience in Korea, i will throw powdered paint around..i am So excited..the only thing missing is the friend and the location!
the explanation for the utter joy that this background is bringing me will become aparent very soon. as a heads up i feel i should warn you that i do not have a clear intention in writing this blog, other than to be writing with the side effects of figuring out some stuff along the way. secondly, you should know that i prefer lower case letters and am well aware of other mistakes in spelling and especially format. i know it's incorrect, even wrong, but i find it freeing somehow!
finally, in trying to be honest or perhaps being unable to be any other way - believe me, i've tried - many posts will be sad or even angry..at the end of the day, and at the beginning too, i am mostly okay. thankful in a way for the sadness while looking forward to throwing it off and stepping into the sunshine again..but don't be alarmed..i don't want to die..in fact it's quite the opposite, i'm looking for a life that's cohesive with me.. i'm trying to come true!
if you wonder what that might look like..i'm happy to have you along on the journey..very happy as i feel that this is something worthwhile..
oh. you should also know that being public terrifies me - it took me years to get on the facebook train..and most days, for many reasons i want off.. this blog doesn't feel safe..but i'm hoping that you will be kind.
to those of you who are lost in your own transitions, take heart, you can write a blog and i will cheer for you :)
* April 7th 2021
This has not yet happened. I want to throw powdered paint around so very much. Maybe for my forty third birthday.
2 comments:
You are amazing and I can't wait to "follow" your journey through this blog! :0)
um. i don't know what to say. thankyou for saying i am amazing. i think it is you who are.
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