notice me.

 You see I'm marked
You see its clear
I don't even try to hide my dear

Because I'm taking off my skin
If I could I'd shed it all right now
I probably wourldnt look to do
I might be ashamed
but there's something screaming,
Something Screaming

And it wants to get out
and I don't know how to find it
I can't reach in and just discover
it's not my guts, or my heart or my lungs

It's something deeper and further and higher and wider
and I can't explain it and I can't describe her
I don't know what it is
that I am searching for

But I am clawing at my skin, don't know where to begin
trying to transform in a mili second
And nothing moves that fast
and I cannot wait another minute

Nothing moves fast enough
and I want to be right in it
Give me the mess, give me the magic
I don't care I have had it
This is my last stand

And I look at myself and I know I'm beautiful
Look at myself and I know I'm truthful
Look at myself and I know that I'm innocent and I'm all messed up

I know I'm here and I know your there
and I know there are a million things between us

And this is that and up is down
and I wish I could tell you that being dizzy is not my favourite feeling but I think I may like madness just a little
more than sadness

And I'm telling you
This is me
It's always been here
but I couldn't be myself because I was full of fear

See I know who to be
If I want everyone to love me
I can be her
It's easy
I can be so well behaved
So in my cave
So in my cage


So much I think it's home

But something is screaming
And this is my last stand
Does anyone understand

I would break this computer but then I would have nothing to work on in the morning
That's not okay
I guess I'm not that badass after all

Cuz I should have the courage to smash a few things
There's my cat she's cute
Now I'll play the flute

I like my hair
not the glare
and it's really hard to stare.