Wednesday, 23 June 2021

river thoughts


                                             All is Quiet


      my pulse beats

     and i see the tall tree

    standing alone on a mountain of stumps

     in the sun

      beautiful

    my pulse beats

    and i see her face

    fighting to have people see the trees

   see her

   the land and the people both forgotten

   not valued

   always enterprise, always money

    never love

     love is not valued 

  love

  i can only feel this sadness that i cannot put into words

  when i am by the water, it seems sweet somehow,  the world is utterly beautiful

  magical 

  it can hold my pain

  i breathe in and out by the rivers edge

   and it seems to be the only place to be

   toes in the water

   rocks painted by the water 

   reds, and whites and blue greys

   slippery

   the rough water dangerous

   but teenagers playing and mothers and children

   and you, your long white braid straight down your back

   i watch as you wade into the water

   i watch and you surprise me with a graceful flip 

   feet only surfacing straight up

   you are a mermaid

   and you know these waters

   perhaps you have come here all your life

   i smile at you

   you smile back

   this too is the fight, being together in these waters

   on this earth

   outside of our roles we play

   unamed

   almost without clothes

   i find where i belong 

  in that smile

  it is okay to be home

  pulse beats

  pulse beats

  nothing makes sense indoors

  take me to the river

   where the sun welcomes me 

   and the trees

  and in all that is silent 

  there is speech

  

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