this is a way of forcing myself to be open about where i'm at while giving myself a forum for writing that isn't a pen and pencil journal for myself. i've always been best able to express myself in writing..so i guess this is a little bit of me
trusting that things are happening that i cannot see or feel or know
that i cannot even sense
there was magic and i was clunky
oh how i wish i hadn't said something dumb
it's so hard to be in the world and stay sweet